today's rambling. . .

okay, today started off well! i woke up having an asthma attack. i had to use my inahler. i've only had to use it 4 or 5 times in the entire last year. i'm okay now. i may have to have a breathing treatment this week. i hate them, they make me so jumpy!
yesterday was a wonderful day! i love easter! on saturday, my granny was not doing well at all. we were afraid she wouldn't make it through the night. after church, we went to the hospice center and granny was doing wonderfully! she looked better than i had seen in months!!! she was happy and peaceful. she said a beautiful prayer while we were all together last night. she asked for her family to be blessed with peace during this time. it was a wonderfully healing day for all of us. today has not been a good day for her so far. she is confused and having a hard time. mom is trying to find out if she can bring granny home or not. granny says that she wants to come home. she actually held hannah yesterday. she hasn't held hannah since she was two months old. she has always been in too much pain, but she was able to do it yesterday. we are all worried that she is going to go quickly now because she saw 4 of her 6 kids this weekend and she really wanted to see my cousin, iris, and my other cousin, michael. iris flew in for the weekend and michael got here last night. he is up there right now. we are all going up there this evening to have family home evening with her. i can't believe how much i miss her already. i am so glad that i was able to spend time with her yesterday. it was like she was 10 years ago. yesterday was definitely an answer to many prayers.